i have just used gear for the first time preparing for a contest- winstrol oral and injectable 50-75mg a day (i know, probably too much for first time). i have naturally high testosterone and good genetics for gaining size. now, my course is over, the competition is over, and im using clomid. but, i still have no sex drive. how much does winstrol drop off your natural testosterone? and will i ever be able to gain size without gear again like i used to? i would be really grateful for some help here, thanx.