They can't find anything wrong with my back but the pain is insane. It went away for a while and I had relief but it just came back. And worse.
I want an operation. I can't take this anymore. But they can't operate because they can't find anything.
I'm at the point that I wanna kill myself.
The pain is with me constantly, every f*cking day and night and I can't even enjoy my life so what's the point of living?
Can't go to the gym which I love.
Can't eat, have sex, can't work... friggen nothing.
If someone has the solution out there, please tell me, I am willing to try anything now. This is like being in prison.