New to the site and am glad to find a community of people who understand that roids aren't the evil they are made out to be.
I was really heavy last year, around 245 and I am 5'11. December of 05 I decided to lose weight and get into shape. I went on a hardcore cardio and dieting routine and managed to get down to 172 pounds in about 4 months.
I didn't know the values of weight training back then, I just wanted to lose weight. So I ran for an hour in the morning and an hour at night every day 6 days a week.
I was unhappy with my body being so thin and undefined so I started weight training to good results with a trainer starting April of 06. I did this for a few months and got real serious. I was always at the gym and I started eating healthier.
My trainer and I became buds after months of seeing each other every day, and one day he suggested I try Juice. I was hesitant, because of all the Afterschool Specials and stuff, but then I actually read up on everything online and saw that I was wrong.
I decided that I'd give it the go ahead and look up whatever it was I was going to start taking thoroughly. I also wanted to make sure I took every precaution to have this all be clean and sterile. I also suggested initial light doses to gauge my body's reaction. My trainer who had more experience administered the shots for me and I never experienced pain or bruising. The juice worked very well for me and I gained quality muscle. I was on an 8 week cycle and I am now an even 190.
But of course, what happens? Nearly 2 months ago, my trainer became unreliable and stressed due to his home life and trying to make it work with his old girlfriend (Who despises him being out with his friends because she thinks he's going to cheat again) so we stopped training and this ended my cycle. We are still cool, but I rarely see him.
So I have been working on my own at the gym. Which is fine because I know my way around the machines and shit. I am just unsure of what I should be taking right now. The administering part is OK with me becuase I learned what to do and how.
I just don't know what I should be taking.
I was taking Test, but now I don't know if I should start taking that again or move on. I want to cut the remaining fat I have and make my muscles stronger (Cut them up). Being big is always ideal, but I know that takes many years of hard work to get there.
Right now I am mainly concerned with being in the best, realistic shape for my frame. I just want a "harder" body that I can be proud of come Summer 07.
If anyone has any suggestions for a new guy who is really serious about this, I would greatly appreciate it.
Thanks!