I am constantly caught in the dilemma... should i aim to be strong (but not necssarily big) or big (but not necessarily strong)
i actually stay up nights thinking about this... it would make me look attractive to the opposite sex... one of the reasons i train in the first place... but
i know that there is a lot more i have to change about myself and that my looks will not change the person inside... but it will improve my self confidence by a few points...
But i have always been the little guy who gets picekd on and i would liek to be strong as well so that when peopel boast about how they can bench/squat/deadlift n pounds i can secretly laugh at them and if it comes to proving things i can do it easily
seems that i have something to prove to someone which shouldnt matter... why should i carea bout what that pompous moron says he can lift? But i would like to shut that moron up so i can watch his face turn reen with jealousy...
caught between two contradicting ideas... what do you guys think?


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