
Originally Posted by
facile
Been under some stress lately work, $$$$ etc...and have found it hard to keep up that facade that I got everything under control. I am very laid back and easygoing, but I have had 2 arguments with my girl in the past few days which VERY rarely happens. Last nite she snapped on me because I raised my voice to her son who didn't want to brush his teeth go to bed. Mind you I have been supporting and raising this boy as my own for 7 years.
She was already angry at me from our previous argument and attacks me verbally and a little physically but nothing serious or that I even noticed. NOW I am being accused of what else ROID RAGE "this is what happens when you take that stuff" according to her, becuase she has so much experience with it.
Now she wants me to stop mid-cycle and threatening to smash my stuff if she finds it. I hate to lie to her, but I should have kept her in the dark about my use.
My stress would be far less if she worked more than hours a week and contributed to the bills, which she never has, what is hers is hers and what is mine is hers.
I care about her and her son, but I really feel trapped, how would they survive without me, which really complicates everything.
anyway don't ev3en want to go home to deal with her bull.....Thanks for listening.