Alright, so I'm a n00b and am looking to start up. I have recently been looking into Deca-Durabolin, but one of the concerns I have with it is the complete depletion of HPTA, I believe. I was wondering if there is a way to counteract that without putting test into the cycle. Another concern I have is I do not wish to get too big, as of right now I am about 5'9, 180 and I was hoping to gain about 15-20 lbs. heavier but also I was wondering if it would be difficult to maintain my speed and, if not, if it could help me actually become faster?

Also, another concern I have is if I had decided to stop cycling after about three months, about how much of the strength and size I obtained be lost? I don't expect to keep nearly all of it, but if my bench max is currently at 270 and I reach 335 and then stop, about how much of my bench is lost after I stop cycling?

Thanks for your time, and I will most likely have more questions later, but I just want to touch base on what I may be getting myself into. Again, thank you.