I've been using steroids for the last year like an idiot...basically been doing cycle/pct/then repeat for a year....I've been off for a month now and plan to stay off till April..Then start using them responsibly using the cycle/pct/off the amount of time on then repeat...The whole time I was on my testes didn't shring at all...slight nut pain for a couple days in the middle of the year but thats it. Does that mean anything? Does that mean my body never completely shut down? The last few months the steroids didn't really do anything for me...probably because my receptors didn't know how to ustilize them being on so long.