I've looked for explanations on google and theres very little that explains why this is going on. Is it global warming, part of the poles shifting, temperature related, is the world really going to end in another year? lol

So far I've gone through 3 metal airtube things for my front door. The thing that makes the screen door shut. When its windy, I have to hold the screen door with one hand while I open the main door as it swings back and forth and I can't get my other hand to stay still enough to get the key in. Othertimes I just open the screen door in a rush and it flies back at mach 500 into the siding.

Well 2 times I just bent that airtube (whatever you call them) and upgraded to a "wind resistant" one. Haha, wind resistant my ass. Now instead of bending, the whole thing ripped right off the doorway. I got SO MAD I punched the door as another gust threw it into my shoulder hard enough to move my whole body, and just ran inside and thought "fvck this".

Now we have power going out, the whole house is always shaking, creaking, and at night time its impossible to sleep. For whatever reason I feel like I'm waiting for one big gust thats just going to wipe my whole town out. I don't live in a tropical region, or any place known for unstable weather systems. I think I'm around the north polar jetstream, that goes west to east through the middle of north america. But something is just not right with how persistent and strong the wind has been lately.

That doesn't even include car accidents. I've been seeing them everywhere and it seems SUVs are getting blown right off the road. Well I'd imagine they just get blown over a few feet and once one wheel goes off the road thats all it takes to lose traction.

But right now I'm sitting in my bedroom by the window. Its CLOSED. My bedroom door is closed. But the door keeps vibrating in and out against the wood, and everytime a real strong gust comes you can actually feel the pressure change in the room. Every so often the lights flicker, at other times it just goes out completely. But for whatever reason in the world due to not having a break from this wind all winter, I feel like I'm going crazy. Like I live in anartica somewhere in the middle of a polar vertex and am always running/rushing to get indoors. I feel like a fvckn dog. Gooood I just hate this weather. 2 days of mild temps and no wind and my workouts work ridiculous, I was just starting to catch spring fever than BAM back to this crap. The worst part is you can't even punch wind or anything, you just wind up swinging at air.. I hate it.