Alright, this thread is my apology AND my way of trying to clear things up between all you of you (especially dec11, since it's mostly me and him with the problems)
No, I'm not "backing down" and no I'm not gonna really change my way of thinking (about the use of Anabolics for myself). BUT, I will stop posting replies with help to underage/inexperienced users asking for advice. I'll also stop arguing with you when you advise against them not to use AAS. I have no right, and you are correct to do so.
As for myself, I just want to clear up one thing. I've said it before and I'll say it again. I seriously, 100% plan to start competing this November in a non-drug tested show. It is sanctioned with the IFBB (as you win your shows, you move up and up obviously). I know its not a huge chance that I make it that far, but my whole life dream is to become an IFBB pro, so I've gotta' try, man. I've dedicated everything in my life in every way possible to Bodybuilding. I NEED to use these substances to get there, and I cant start when I'm 30, because it'll be far too late by then.
Here are my pictures and stats, and I SWEAR TO GOD, on my life, these are NOT e-stats.
Weight: 207 (on a good day, average 204)
Height: 5'10"
Age: 21 (in one month, 20 right now)
Years lifting: Just under 5
Cycle experience: 1 (typical Test-E + Dianabol for 12weeks)
Pictures: (the second picture is me at only 197lbs, taken 2 months ago) ...those are the two most recent that I have right now.
As for my lifts, they are as follows:
Deadlift: 500 x 1 rep, 405 for 9 reps.
Bench: 315lbs x 5 rep
Squat: 315 x 8 rep (yes, weak I know, I gotta work on em)
Militar Press: 225 x 4
Dumbbell Flat Benchpress: 140's x 4
Dumbbell Shoulder Press: 105's x 5
Again, not one single e-stat. In the least arrogant way possible, I'm A LOT stronger than pretty much everyone I know, and my knowledge when it comes to diet and sleep is again, far superior to the average person.
The ONLY reasons I even considered using these drugs is to take it to the level I've always dreamed of. Otherwise to be honest, I believe that have NO place anywhere else. Not in sports, not in young, and not even in the old people unless prescribed.
So again, I'm apologizing for any arguing that's gone on, I wanna be an active member of this board without all the ****in' garbage going on between me and some of the members.
Weather you guys wanna help me out when I have questions in the future for myself about cycling, is completely up to you. But those are my reasons for taking them, and I plan to do so either way. I will however, be on your side and stop interfering with you guys when you're advising against others about using them. Because in all honesty, you guys are right. 99% of the people asking don't have any clue what they're using, or why they're even using them.
I hope this clears up a lot, and it was not just me trying to show off my lifts or my body (weather you're impressed or not, I just wanted to show you where I'm standing stat wise)
dec11's comment about the "play park" kinda got me thinking. And someone else's about "other 20 years old being 160 pounds" as well. I'm far from it.
Again, sorry, thank you, and I hope everything from here on forward can be spoken about in a mature manner.
-HALTEH