Well I had an appointment yesterday, and he was completely fine with me doing injections rather than the gel he originally suggested. Did my first pin there and they guided me through it. So it will be 100 mg each week, which I'm fine with as a starting dose, and in 4 weeks before my fourth pin I will get blood work.
But here is the problem. I tried to talk to him about the benefits of HCG and the need to be on it because I want to continue to have children, he seemed to not be concerned and said after a few weeks of being off of test I will start producing sperm again fine because I can right now. It might take a few months to bring it all the way back. But he says he felt like I had other motives behind wanting the HCG and that he couldn't just prescribe it to me.
The other problem, AI, he didn't think there is anything wrong with having high estrogen and that I should get surgery to have the breast tissue removed anyways. Maybe I should have gotten documents but I didn't think he would want me handing him articles trying to educate him. his argument was he has men that want to be women that he gives high doses of estrogen without problems, not really what I want to hear.
Sad thing is other than the long wait I like this doctor and would like to stick with him if I could, but my body is pretty important to me. I even said if I am having certain problems will you check estrogen and he just tried to give me some other explanation. There is only one other endo I could talk to within network. And I am already driving two hours to this doctor, anything else would be at least 4 hours or more away.
I understand I might not need an AI, i just wanted him to be willing to do blood work if needed. But the HCG and fertility was one of my biggest concerns. Granted I probably didn't make the strongest arguments, but its going to be really hard to even talk to him on the phone if i'm having a problems before my next appointment.
edit: one good thing is the doctor is going to contact my insurance and try and get me preapproved for gyno removal, coming from him saying it was based on a medical condition and not caused by something I have done is more likely to have insurance cover it. If so I will get it done right away, if not I will do it next year.