
Originally Posted by
Big Balta
I'm about to be 26. I've had high blood pressure since I can remember, first found out when I was 18. I take medication for it and it is controlled. Most of the time, when I'm just sitting, the resting blood pressure is about 127/70.
As far as lifting, I've been doing it since I was 15 more seriously. The past 8 years have been a constant training session. I'm not seeing any more results, and haven't since I was 22. When I think I'm getting bigger I'm just getting fat. I always end up looking the same. I've been on a semi-dirty bulk (no chips/sweets/soft drinks/etc). Kind of just eating a lot of meat, eggs, a couple of slices of whole wheat bread, and my daily Carls Jr Steakhouse burger (no fries). So I'm just looking at myself again in the mirror and I see the same old shit. I'm not growing. I'm just getting back my love handles. I thought to myself, why do I even do it anymore? I guess I'm just trying to maintain an average physique (for someone who sees guys on the juice daily and compares himself to that).
So I'm thinking about riding some bicycles, but, being that I have high blood pressure and even though it's controlled, I would like to do some easy cycles for fewer sides. Technically, I should be able to produce muscle mass if I take anything over my natty weekly testosterone output. I'm thinking that I should be good even taking something as low as 150 mg a week, like a self-prescribed TRT dose. That way I could manage my blood pressure.
I think at that level I would finally start looking like what I wanted to look like all these years. Boy if I only knew how things would slow down when I was 21. I remember saying to my friend "dude if we're this big now, we'll be huuuuge when we're 25!" Yeah, tough luck.
On the downside, since I know that I'll eventually permanently damage my HPTA, I will require TRT for the rest of my life. I've read that TRT can play games with libido and I've read of guys who don't even think about sex at testosterone levels that would make a normal man hump Deena from Jersey Shore. Is this true? Can TRT doses make a man not get aroused or get aroused but not be able to get it up?
Sorry for the long questions. Just looking for some answers.