i ran my first cycle test e at 500mg/wk for 11 weeks. everyone says the lab is legit but i just didn't get the gains. i ate well above maintenance and worked my ass off at the gym but i ended up gaining about 13 lbs (some definitely fat) bw and 30 lbs on bench in 3 months, which is about what i would have gained naturally on a bulk. halfway thru i was still waiting for the kick, the libido and strength burst never came. balls got noticeably smaller only around week 8-9.
anyways i'm about to start pct and will probably lose what little gains i made, i might even drop under where i started. so basically i shut down my hpta for no reason and now my receptors aren't even fresh so i'll never experience that amazing 1st cycle.... dammit