Hello everyone!

I'll try and explain as good as I can - I do hope you read it all.

I was born prematurely weighing only 1200g, and had to lay in a incubator. Maybe being born to early screwed something up.

I never had a libido in 19 years.
Never had morning wood in my life.
Always tired.
Bad memory.
Premature Ejaculation.
Never had spontaneous erection.
Never feeling well rested.
Weak erections. ( hard to have one when I cant feel horny )
Gets exhausted really fast.
Nose always runny.
Racing thoughts ( Nothing special, I just KEEP talk/think all the freaking time. My head is never relaxed )
Cant really remember my life.

I've tried so many things but without luck.

I dont really get any zits, nor a full beard, I get one. But it's not enough to not shave it off.

Beside one thing - I once tried something called Stacker-T ( This is not advertisement ) that contains.

Coffeine
Synephrine
Eurycoma Longifolia (Long Jack, 20% Eurypeptides)
Maca (4:1 extract)
Zinc Gluconate (5 mg 33% Daily Value)
Vitamine B6 (3 mg 150% Daily Value)
Rhodiola Rosea (2% Salidroside)
Damiana (Turnera diffusa)

What I want to say is, after 2 weeks on it I started having morning woods, spontaneous erections, just by thinking on a girl I got horny.
Felt refreshed after sleeping. Something I've never experienced my whole life. Why!? I never found out why. Then I wouldnt be asking for help.

What problem am I born with that it fixed? - I've gone to the doctor a 100 times. Still dont know it.

I also tried doing a 500mg test E cycle to see if I could "feel normal" eg. erections, libido and so on. No luck at all, didnt feel any different?

I'm just gonna post all the things I got blood tested for.

TSH 3.4 mIU/l Range 0.3 - 4 mIU/l ( I just started on Euthyrox to go under 2.5, I got a few morning woods after I started euthyrox, but no libido or anything )
T4 Free 18.2 pmol/l Range 10 - 26 pmol/l
T3 Total 1.53 nmol/l Range 1.2 - 2.8 nmol/l
Testosterone 32.1 nmol/l Range 8 - 35 nmol/l
Test Free 0.93 nmol/l Range 0.24 - 0.69 nmol/l
SHBG 38 nmol/l Range 16 - 48 nmol/l
DHAS 8700 Range ??
DHEA 8.3 µmol/l Range ??
LDL 2.1 mmol/l Range 1.2 - 4.3 mmol/l
HDL 1.8 mmol/l Range 0.8 - 2.1 mmol/l
COBALAMNIN 562 pmol/l Range 150 - 800 pmol/l
Glucose 5.0 mmol/l Range 5.4 - 7.3 mmol/l
S-Creatinin 122 µmol/l Range 60 - 105 µmol/l
P-Kalium 4.4 mmol/l Range 3.5 - 4.6 mmol/l
P-Natrium 143 mmol/l Range 137 - 145 mmol/l
P-Albumin 48 g/l Range 36 - 48 g/l
Calcium 2.41 mmol/l Range 2.15 - 2.51 mmol/l
Cholesterol Total 4.3 mmol/l Range 2.9 - 6.1 mmol/l

I dont know what to do anymore. I dont really feel like living since I have to turn all the hot girls down
Please help.
Tk.