
Originally Posted by
Honkey_Kong
Marcus, I had the fortune of nearly dying before in a major car wreck. I mean in surgery they did have to restart my heart a couple times (from what I've heard) and it took me over a year to return to normal function. I lost a kidney and had lacerations to other organs. Which probably in my case probably should be more reasons not to be running gear (besides my trt dose). But I look at it differently.
Every day I'm alive on this planet is like a bonus. I was told before I was put under for surgery that I wasn't likely going to live through the operation and that I should make my peace with my friends and family in the minutes before they put me under. For effective purposes I should be dead, but I'm not. I was given this extra time, not to just be waiting for that day I finally croak, but to actually live. To me, training and being the best that I can be is a big part of who I am and what makes me happy. It's part of who most of us on here. So you have to ask yourself a question what is more important, living to see 90 but depriving you of your wants and desires? Or possibly living a shorter but fuller life? This doesn't just pertain to using gear, but all aspects of life too.
If you look at it like that, the risks involved with heart disease, liver failure are easily worth the price of doing what you want with your life. In the big picture, life is too short no matter how long you live. 90, 60 or 40, it's still short, so it's important to make each day count.