I have had to put off test e, cycle whilst undergoing dental treatment.

Finally I am ready, everything is laid out in front of me and ready to go.

I am sure every responsible person has doubts about what is right for them.

My story is, I have reached 53, never juiced, I have lifted since my teens, it is something I will always do.

My body is not recovering as it used to and training is starting to suffer in terms of how long I can spend pushing my body hard.

Fat is starting to build around my belly, even though my diet has not really changed over the years, I am tired most of the time due to slower recovering ability.

I need to do something and I know attitude is half the battle and I have bags of that.

I don't want to multi cycle, I want to get a kick start and recover some sort of base to work with.
Is this possible, or am I going to have to start relying on AAS for ever.

Am I in danger of shutting down my natural test for good.

Will there be no going back.
Will the sides out weigh the benefits at my age.

I am not paranoid or scared of needles, but I am cautious.

What are the the side effects of HCG, nolvadex , clomid.

I know the experienced guys and gals out there, will be saying put up or shut up and they are right, but they have been there and I have not.

This forum has made me think, maybe too much.
Views differ a lot, which is both good and bad, but that's life I suppose.

I am not after anyone's blessing, but I would appreciate anyone's personal experiences, people that have found themselves in my situation.

Only people that have been there have the knowledge required to offer positive advise.

I have read and read over the years, but have no practical experience of benefits or negatives.

Please be honest as to what you think.

One way or another I will continue lifting, but is it more damaging to my endo system pushing my body to the limits without some ass help.