Hi Everyone,
I could really use some advice here.
My current stats are: 34 5ft6 200lbs. probably close to 30% body fat.
Background:
2011 relationship ended and started working out pretty seriously. Read up about a company all the Hollywood actors were using to legally get prescribed HGH, Testosterone, etc. Called the company and saw a doctor. My original bloodwork was as follows:
T3, FREE 3.5
T4, TOTAL 6.6
TSH 1.16
FSH 2.5
LH 4.1
ESTRADIOL 34.9
TESTOSTERONE, TOTAL 472
SHBG 25
TESTOSTERONE, FREE 13.22
IGF-1 194
CORTISOL 11.1
VITAMIN D 40
The cycle I got put on was for 14 weeks:
Inject 1ml of Testosterone Cypionate 210/ml 10ml vial 2x a week
1 Anastrozole 1.2mg tab 3x a week
1 Tamoxifen 11mg tab 3x a week
Inject 1ml L-Carnitine 250mg daily
Orally take 4mg tab Albuterol 2x a day
Orally take 27.5mcg Liothyonine-Sodium 2x a day
Inject 2iu Omnitrope 5.8mg morning and night 5x per week
I don't have the exact PCT details as I didn't keep them but it was HCG followed by Tamoxifen for about 4 weeks.
After doing about 3 cycles, eating a clean diet, not drinking alcohol at all, and working out hard I was doing great I went from 182 lbs. to 157 lbs. and from 25% body fat to 8% body fat. I got tested in a dunk tank every month.
2012: I got into a relationship so a lot of my life changed. I stopped cycling around June. I started drinking alcohol again, eating out, not working out as much. I gained went up to about 170 lbs. but thought I was still in decent shape.
2013: I spent 6 months on Accutane to clear up some chronic acne on my back I had ever since puberty. I thought it was the Accutane that made me real lethargic, killed my sex drive, and caused me to continue to gain weight. After being off the Accutane for a month I realized my lethargy/sex drive issues weren't going away so I went to an endocrinologist being forthright and explaining all of my history. He ran some blood work and it was:
10/15/13 LH 0.4
10/15/13 Prolactin 6
10/15/13 Total Testosterone - Male 66.3 ng/dl
He said my low levels were due to my previous testosterone use and that it takes years for the body to recover. I asked him to run a PCT to try to kickstart my LH but he said he wouldn't prescribe any off label use of medicines like GnRH, clomiphene, etc. His schedule was busy so I couldn't get another appointment with him until January, but got put on a standby list for a cancellation. In the meantime I decided to do my own PCT to kickstart my LH:
Week 1 PCT 12.5mg Aromasin EOD/One Shot of GnRH 100mcg
Week 2 PCT 12.5mg Aromason EOD/Nolvadex 20mg Daily/Clomid 50mg Daily
Week 3 PCT 12.5mg Aromason EOD/Nolvadex 20mg Daily/Clomid 50mg Daily
Week 4 PCT 6.25mg Aromason EOD/Nolvadex 10mg Daily/Clomid 25mg Daily
Week 5 PCT 6.25mg Aromason EOD/Nolvadex 10mg Daily/Clomid 25mg Daily
My next results showed my LH up and testosterone up:
11/08/13 LH 2.4
11/08/13 Total Testosterone - Male 212.4 ng/dl
Follow up a month later (I think taking HCGenerate actually lowered my testosterone levels):
12/11/13 LH 2.8
12/11/13 PSA Diagnostic 1.0 0.0-4.0
12/11/13 Total Testosterone - Male 174.3 ng/dl
12/11/13 Hgb 14.0 g/dl 13.8-17.5
12/11/13 Hct 42.4 %
At this point in time the endocrinologist decided to prescribe me 50mg every other week of testosterone cypionate. I told him I read any exogenous testosterone will shut you down. He said no, 50mg should kickstart my body producing more and not listen to what people are writing on the internet. I got my blood work done 4 weeks later and it came out to:
01/03/14 Hgb 15.8 g/dl 13.8-17.5
01/03/14 Hct 45.9 % 37.0-52.0
01/03/14 LH 0.3
01/03/14 PSA Diagnostic 0.9 0.0-4.0
01/03/14 Total Testosterone - Male 359.2 ng/dl
So yeah my testosterone went up, but my LH was lower than ever before. I called him this week saying he shut my LH down again and he said to keep dosing the testosterone at 50mg a week and that we will retest blood work before I see him at the end of February.
This doctor sounds like a quack as yeah I have a little bit more testosterone but I'm not where I was back in 2011. My larger concern is did I screw up my leydig cells while cycling by not using HCG on cycle? Should I stop the 50mg testosterone and try to do an even more hardcore PCT? Should I just go on TRT (real TRT through a HRT doctor and not 50mg a week, maybe call that company up again)? I have to admit TRT sounds appealing at this point as I would love to get to an optimal level testosterone so I could feel better and get back in shape.
Any advice would be greatly appreciated!