Hello guys,
my long story is here: http://forums.steroid.com/hormone-re...early-20s.html
I have had symptoms for 3+ years now since I was 19. I used only prohormones and 'natural' testosterone boosters. I regret it now, maybe they did the mess.
In the past 3 months I had 2 different doctors. 1 of them was a complete jerk so I left him after 2 consultation, the 2nd one was better but said "I don't have the opportunity to do some labwork etc but go there and they will be able to test everything". **** MY LIFE. It's been about 3 years and nothing happened? I had maybe 6-7 doctors or more, I pay insurance, but the doctors I visited are not covered by it, so I spend about 2.5k$ to doctors who didn't tell anything just sent me from place to place and it is said they are the best doctors here!! I could have bought some clothes, went to a nice holiday but no... I gave it to doctors. They did everything, like MRI and shit, and they claim everything is okay, my LH, FSH is low, but my test is ok.
I have enough of this shit, I want my life, sex drive, erection, focus, calmness, positiveness etc back! I have become a bitch, I'm irritable, sometimes(its more and more frequent) very depressed, altought I never had any depression issue in my life. I cannot concentrate on my work, I don't have motivation, energy, confidence, I tolerate stress very badly and I can list my nasty symptoms for days. Nothing bad happened in my life that could make this shit, I mean no psychological reason to this.
So I'm very desperate, I'm planning on doing an experiment by myself, I make a TRT cycle for 8 weeks and see if my testosterone is the problem or not. The exact plan is not figured out yet, I wish to get you oppinion guys about whether it is a good idea, or not.
I would do it for 8 weeks, and every 2 weeks I would do a labwork in order to see my test levels along with some lh, fsh, estradiol etc. It's too bad that I'm going to the USA for 1 month so I can start this in July or have to figure out another way, like prescribe test with a doctor.
What you guys think?
Cheers,
Apple2go