Hello and apologies for a long post:
I am a 36 year old male, who about 5 years ago, began experiencing low libido, hot flashes, depression, low energy, etc. I went to see the doctor, and, alas, my test levels were low, in the 200's. Over the next 6 months, I had them tested again a few times, all under 350. So the doctor put me on testim to assist.
Prior to this, I was a "typical" guy - worked out a few times a week for a few months, would take a month or two off, was off and on committed to eating properly, etc. Basically just your normal guy in his early 30's trying to keep (somewhat successfully) the belly fat to a minimum and relieve stress, nothing beyond that. Drinking was twice a week or so, maybe 3x on rare occasions. I did use other street substances while in college and a couple years after, but was done by age 27 or so.
Over the next few years (2009-2012/2013) I moved from 1 tube per day to 2 tubes per day (always with the dr approval), and at times, went without for a few months at a time. Basically, I was inconsistent with the application. During this time, I didn't really have the issues with depression or low energy, but libido was still low, and could only "perform" on myself with the appropriate visual stimulation online. I didn't have a girlfriend or a steady sexual partner (though there were sporadic interactions, they were always post-bar, so I was usually inebriated and sometimes successful, others not). I also was diagnosed with celiac disease, which I really didn't pay much attention to, which I am sure didn't help matters either. I should note during this time, a few times a year, I would get blood drawn to get my levels checked, after taking atleast a month off to allow normal production to fully resume, and the test scores were always between 275-375, so I guess I am just naturally "low" by nature.
During this time, like before, I was a "typical" guy - worked out a few times a week for a few months, would take a few months off, was off and on committed to eating properly, etc. Basically just your normal guy in his now mid-30's trying to keep (not at all successfully) the belly fat to a minimum and relieve stress, nothing beyond that. So my behavior as far as working out and diet was pretty much the same during this time as prior to this entire situation occurring, with the only exception being I would take the testim when I was committed to the gym/diet, and not so committed to using it when not. Drinking again, was twice a week, usually wine to help keep the calories off.
In 2013, I decided to switch to Axiron, since it was cheaper and easier to apply. I didn't care for it, as it seemed to make my blood levels and entire body seem to fluctuate a bit, and also led to gyno rather quickly, to the point where surgery was necessary (even though I was taking the recommended doses of 2 pumps). Frustrated by this, and by also having put on 40 pounds since 2009 when I began TRT, I decided to make significant changes.
beginning 1/1/2014, and until now, I have gone back to testim, doing 1 tube per day. I have been far more disciplined in diet and exercise, mixing in weights and cardio, and also varying activities to avoid plateau. That's not to say there haven't been a week off here and there, but for 13 months I have been fully committed to getting my body right, in all phases. I also committed to avoiding gluten so I don't disturb my celiac, and take multivitamins to help round out any vitamins/minerals I don't get in my diet. Not perfect living, but enough to see results - had I done this prior to 2009, I would be at a 33 waistline.
Now with a significant other I truly care about, the same issues from before are still present. I have very low libido, I do get morning erections but that is largely from a 2.5 mg daily assist, and have performance trouble (sometimes, not every time) even with assistance from our friend in blue. I almost never even think of sex, even when an attractive girl smiles at me/walks by, etc. Sex just doesn't come to mind much. What's more, I am simply unable to lose the weight that I have gained over the last 5 years. Steady application of testim, exercise and diet, minimal alcohol over this time have lead to the loss of maybe (maybe!) 1 inch on the waistline, while I have another 4 that I need to get rid of. So basically, while from 2010-2013, I could understand adding the weight (though it did seem very excessive compared to similar behavioral patterns prior to TRT began); what I can't understand is why I am unable to solve either the bedroom or waistline issues after the last year of healthy, serious living.
Below are my stats as of my last blood draw (they have been relatively consistent over the last year also). The only other item I ingest is a sleeping pill, so there shouldn't be any concern about other medications.
I apologize if this sounds naïve or dumb, I am just really at my wits end as to why I can't get gain traction on my two issues - bedroom performance (and desire) and the waistline. I've spoken with 2 GP's and 2 Endo's and they can't offer any help. A sincere thank you to anybody who can offer any suggestions:
Test: 481 (240-1048)
Free: 89.4 (46-224)
TSH: 1.39 (0.5-5.2)
Prolactin: 7.2 (0-18)
SHGB: 25 (10-50)
Estradiol: 25.8 (0-40)
estrogen total 143 (0-130) I have no idea why this is high when estradiol, the main component, is moderate. Should this be a concern?
LH/FSH - less than 0.2 and 0.7 - statistically nowhere near the reference ranges.
Height - 5'11
Weight - 220
Thank you again for any help.