
Originally Posted by
Metalject
At age 32 my total testosterone was around 60 ng/dl, my free testosterone was undetectable. My E2 was also low, I don't recall the specific number but it was low single digits. The cause, a decade of steroid use, several years that included non-stop use. The result, one year of no steroid use and muscle loss was dramatic, fat increases were significant (body weight continued to go down and fat gain up despite very strict diet and exercise) and libido very hit or miss. Believe it or not I still had some libido but not much.
Regrets? No, what would be the point? Would I do it differently if I could, if I could go back in time? If I'm honest the answer would be no.
Current protocol:
Testosterone cypionate or enanthate: 60mg/2x/wk
HCG 500iu 2x/wk
Anastrozole, none
Current levels: Have hovered in the 800-900 range for the last couple of years, free test in the mid-20's. E2 has been up a little bit the past year...stayed in the high teens-low 20's until I increased HCG from 250 to 500iu per shot and now it stays in the 40's. I have used anastrozole to bring it down back to the 20's but I honestly feel much better in the 40's...I'm stronger, energy is better and libido is much better with this current level of testosterone and estradiol.
Current state: body fat under control, although I wouldn't mind losing a little in the middle. When I look in the mirror it's easy for me to see a pathetic pile of mess if I let my mind wander. If I give myself an honest assessment - in decent shape, healthier than I've been in years, a little more muscular than the average guy but nothing special by any means. I think I have maybe one more really good hard diet left in me...I have zero desire to be big anymore because it does nothing for me, it gains me nothing in life but I always enjoyed leaning out to the point of gross, for some reason that was enjoyable. But that would mean giving up weekend cheat meals for awhile as well as my newly returned strength in the gym, which I also enjoy, so we'll see.
Oh, and to the point of this thread - no cons to TRT for me. Maybe I was lucky but I had no cons during steroid use either. Granted, you could call now needing TRT a con, and I guess it is depending on how you look at it. But again, to the point of the thread, I've had no issues.