Just to add... You'd be very surprised at the muscle building properties of just regular testosterone numbers will yield!

. Tbh - I am going thru the same thing and getting on TRT is my main priority - I can't go back to living the way I was(and it seems your suffering too! Imho, if you feel that bad then this is what replacement therapy is for(I'm 31) and have had low t dating back to 07... Yes it may be for life but I'm willing to trade living a shitty quality of life for a much better quality of living! Just my .02 buddy...