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40 Yrs Male - 6'-3" 245lbs BF = 20% ( I think ) I workout alot..
have been serious in the gym for a little better than 20 Yrs..
In 2012 had a major depressive episode where my Doc found Total test at 125 ng/dl
I realize now that I was WAY over stressed , Barely sleeping ( 2 hrs a night tops )
Doc put me on Test E which I took for about 14 months.. Started at 200mg week and dropped it to 100mg/wk after a few months
I starting feeling better but not great at about the 1 year mark and decided maybe I should try and get OFF now..
Ended up stopping with clomid PCT only.. never took any HCG althought I did take clomid on and off during TRT.. (doc recommended)
in 2014 I got blood work with Total T being at about 450 but Free T a bottom of scale.. SHBG =23
I noticed strength and libido were down and I still had Test left so I started on my own again at 120mg/wk split in 2 injections..
I stopped this at the 6 week mark due to extreme fatigue , increased depression, flushing, brain fog, flu like feelings it brought on.
I am currently working on a cleaner diet,lately its been way too much processed sugar and carbs..
If my blood work comes back crappy I may commit to TRT
My question is this, once I get my BF and weight down would a small starting dose make the initial sides more bearable ?
At the end of my TRT I was feeling good in terms of gym strength and Libido was great..
I quit since my family doc would not prescribe , since she was afraid of roid rage.. I laughed and said I was more mellow than even taking TEST..
I actually had a walk-in clinic doc helping me.. But was afraid she would disappear and I would be on my own.
since then I have found a TRT clinic within about 1 hours drive that allows self injection
thanks for any Help
MAC