It’s good 2 b alive

[< <Samson> >]

I was gonna just add this to my death thread back from 2020

Anyways - shit’s been so up down & around it’s just _____

So I got on a tren/mast + cycle like 6 weeks ago.

I have a shit ton of work, been running 14 hour shifts in something I’d consider hell on wheels - this has been just for the last week, but before was no better - I'm working out in 115 degree temps

I have been getting a slight pressure where I usually I don’t in/on my head - it’s been on/off for about a month

The previous night to this I let go my hell on wheels experience to wake up to a weird pushing from within my skull at 4am - fall back asleep, wake up at 6:30 or so - it’s worse

Off to ER I go - to find out it’s due to brain swelling. They pumped me full of meds & I passed out in the corner. Luckily my caring wife was like, wtf - he went off line for an hour after texting “they’re pumping me full of meds”. So she finds me passed out in the corner of ER somewhere.

Feeling aight today tho

I swear, I can’t make this shit up



A day apart

[Cuz]

Bro you’re gonna have to slow down some man. Take care of yourself. Try and unwind and think about what you are doing. Take it however you want but if I were you, Id back off the gas pedal a little. Stay safe brother

[< <Samson> >]

Bro you’re gonna have to slow down some man. Take care of yourself. Try and unwind and think about what you are doing. Take it however you want but if I were you, Id back off the gas pedal a little. Stay safe brother

Oh, I agree

But, I really don’t know how

Let alone this is coming from a guy who has like 21” bi’s - lol

It’s all I know - pedal to the floor


It’s the first thing my son said to me - he’s like, you’re running yourself into the ground < especially since he’s been with me most of the time when I’m working

[Booz]

Mate I’ve been having some health issues myself of late,I’ve had to back off the juice down to TRT levels…….
You gotta slow down mate,comes to us all at a point….
Think of your family.

[wango]

If I may ask, why did you move to the states? Easier access to aas & better gyms; or, something else? No, ain’t being a smart ass, sincere question.

[almostgone]

I was gonna just add this to my death thread back from 2020

Anyways - shit’s been so up down & around it’s just _____

So I got on a tren/mast + cycle like 6 weeks ago.

I have a shit ton of work, been running 14 hour shifts in something I’d consider hell on wheels - this has been just for the last week, but before was no better - I'm working out in 115 degree temps

I have been getting a slight pressure where I usually I don’t in/on my head - it’s been on/off for about a month

The previous night to this I let go my hell on wheels experience to wake up to a weird pushing from within my skull at 4am - fall back asleep, wake up at 6:30 or so - it’s worse

Off to ER I go - to find out it’s due to brain swelling. They pumped me full of meds & I passed out in the corner. Luckily my caring wife was like, wtf - he went off line for an hour after texting “they’re pumping me full of meds”. So she finds me passed out in the corner of ER somewhere.

Feeling aight today tho

I swear, I can’t make this shit up



A day apart

Sounds like you're pushing definitely too hard in this heat, man. Try to scalie things back a tad, and stay relaxed as much as you can. I don't want to read that you had to go back for more repair work on your skull plumbing.

What kind of follow-up instructions/restrictions did the ER send home with you?

[< <Samson> >]

If I may ask, why did you move to the states? Easier access to aas & better gyms; or, something else? No, ain’t being a smart ass, sincere question.

Who? Me?

My parents moved to the US when I was 9-10

What kind of follow-up instructions/restrictions did the ER send home with you?

To follow up with a neurologist - which of course I can not do due to have an active CDL

It’s easy to say “take it easy” - but, this has been my work for over a decade.

I’m not sure what I’m gonna do at this point tho

[almostgone]

To follow up with a neurologist - which of course I can not do due to have an active CDL

It’s easy to say “take it easy” - but, this has been my work for over a decade.

I’m not sure what I’m gonna do at this point tho

I absolutely understand that you've been pushing yourself. I've been doing the same since 2006/2007, when I was diagnosed with all of the heart problems.

At my current job, I work between 12 and 12.5 hour shifts and my commute time is right at 3 hours. I was just wondering if there was anyone trustworthy that you could bring on even if it was on a part time schedule.....just so you get a little break from the constant grind.

Usually I work 4 days in a row, but then I get a couple of days off unless I have to pick up coverage for someone else being out. If it weren't for the random days off, I probably wouldn't be here to make this post. Really got my fingers crossed that you can find a way to scale back some, man.

[wango]

Who? Me?

My parents moved to the US when I was 9-10

Yes. My point is sometimes the American dream of success can become a nightmare, but understand. I brought up the aas/gyms because I remember how taxing it was to cycle in the summer with tren. And this is one hell of a Summer in respect to heat.

I wish you the very best Samson.

[< <Samson> >]

My point is sometimes the American dream of success can become a nightmare

I def feel that atm

I’m trying to find a way out - I’m trying to stay out of the heat, but some days it’s just unavoidable

I pulled back my roids & now I feel intact. But, I was just getting ready to expand - but, now it just doesn’t seem like a great idea

[Test Monsterone]

Samson, what's the objective gains you are making from running harsh compounds like tren over other milder stuff? I'm trying to see if the juice is really worth the squeeze. It's your body bro, but when I heard you started tren and whatnot I had a feeling this won't be good. I don't want to tell anyone what to do, and won't start now, but I would play it safe rather than risk my health and/or life for a few extra cuts.

[< <Samson> >]

Samson, what's the objective gains you are making from running harsh compounds like tren over other milder stuff? I'm trying to see if the juice is really worth the squeeze. It's your body bro, but when I heard you started tren and whatnot I had a feeling this won't be good. I don't want to tell anyone what to do, and won't start now, but I would play it safe rather than risk my health and/or life for a few extra cuts.

Oh, I’m good. Lol

Var, more var, test, some mast & Proviron

I just had it & it used to do me right

It was such a low dose, but it kicked like a mule. My bitch tit, respiratory & then brain swelling.

[Test Monsterone]

Oh, I’m good. Lol

Var, more var, test, some mast & Proviron

I just had it & it used to do me right

It was such a low dose, but it kicked like a mule. My bitch tit, respiratory & then brain swelling.

Oh, got you. It could have been worse, for sure. The AZ heat must be crazy. My girl's parents are retired in AZ and they still come back to PA for the summers to avoid the heat. That heat + tough job + roids = not a good combo. Stay safe bro.

[s1nc1ty]

I think maybe you should seek help with steroid addiction. You shouldnt be on more then trt, especially in your condition in the heat etc

Whats the point of having big muscles in the coffin

[< <Samson> >]

I think maybe you should seek help with steroid addiction. You shouldnt be on more then trt, especially in your condition in the heat etc

Whats the point of having big muscles in the coffin

Lmao - seriously?

Least of my addictions I’m worried about