Can anybody verify if Nolvadex can really cause depression or add to it? I was on a cycle of test cyp and deca and I was taking 20mg of Nolvadex EOD. I think there were some other things that triggered the depression because it started in October. I didn't start taking Nolvadex until mid-late November. My episodes of depression worsened over time. I never did **** and I treated my girl like crap. I had almost no self esteem. She moved out because I pushed her down ... I feel sooooooo horrible cuz that's not like me. Anyways, I'm going to see a doctor about it today and I just wanted to get your input before I talk to him. I hope I can feel better about myself and I hope to God I can get my girl back...somehow, someway. I scared the **** out of her though. Pray for me bros! Thanks.