dont get mad at me but maybe you werent confident, or had self esteem when you were not on joose. Which i believe is why you feel alot better when ur juicing, because it gives us that "im the shit" feeling. Since you havent got your blood tested to see ur natural test level, i wouldnt say you need HRT just yet, maybe u didnt do pct right, or smoke to much pot lowerin ur nat test levels. I would like some more info on your situation to beable to give a helpful answer. I think its way too hard to have hrt at our age of 20, How many cycles have you done.? Cuz from the way you talk, youve done some cycles.. maybe ur just not taking care of ur body. Im just puttin things out there, dont yell at me
anyways, best of luck! i hope it all works out.
-ghdt