Well, finally I got a script for a 10ml bottle of test cyp at home. I am taking 100 ml of test cyp/week. Injecting for the 1st time was scary. The problem I had was watching the needle go into my thigh the whole way. That gave me the ebee jebees. So concocted a plan to not look at the needle as it was going in. I covered my thigh with toilet paper and then tore a hole in it at the injection spot. Then held my breath and pushed it in.....it did not hurt at all. But then I could not push the plunger in. I paniced and pulled the needle out....without getting the dose. Crap, now i'd had to do it again! So I did the same thing with the TP and then changed the way I gripped the syringe. I held it at the top with my 2 fingers and then pushed with my thumb. It worked....no problems and didn't hurt. Next time I am going to yell, 'No, my name is Fraunkenstien! Dr. Fraunkenstein!....not Frankenstien!' and plung it into my thigh.