Hello ,in summer i run a cycle from a show.
The cycle consist of 100eod of tren , 250mg test per week and winnie at the end.
I remember on cycle my libido was pretty down but didnt care because i was focus on the prep/show.
When i come off i start to feel very down/depressed(but is weird because my life is much better now) and some Side affects like depersonalisation, suicidal thoughs detachment and irrational thoughts. You feel like your not part of yourself, distant if you like , and panic attacks. And its rare af because in the end i feel good but at the same time feel this.
My pct end last month. Take nolva and clomid and make an HUGE MISTAKE( DONT RUN HCG PR EPCT , AND CABER DURING CYCLE) i do cycles before (test deca etc )and recover very well and feel great on pct (i use hcg in these cycles while the sters clears).
Last week i start to notice some sensitivy in my nips and feeling puffy , so i go to my local chemistry and buy caber.
Im pretty sure this is because i didnt run caber on cycle and hcg at the end(yeah i know i was an idiot). Seratonine plays a role when prolactine go up so im sure i feel these due to dopamine and prolactin.
Talk to my doctor and we will do a bloodwork but at the moment he put me on Wellbutrin because i have attention deficit since im a kid , and took ritalin and adderal but this is a very good drug to stabilize dopamine and work like antidepressant , is an stimulant.
Today i talk with and OG BODYBUILDER and he tell this:
Run caber 0,25 x2 per week , 3-4weeks.
Run Adex 0,25 x 2 per week , 3-4weeks
Then hit another cycle and run CABER 0,5 x2 per week and USE HCG (and if you can HMG too)at the end of the cycle , later do pct etc.
Is like a RESET on my body.
Thoughs? some guys fix this problem (shutdown poor pct)with this way but im on shock due to jump on gear for recover better and faster at pct is like
