Big T's Back Baby!!!!

[mass junkie]

2ND what Mass said! How's the guppies? and deffinately glad to see your going strong (biatch!)! I'm really starting debate moving down to where you Fudge Lovers live! WE had snow this weekend and I'm GD sick of it already!
Got any room for a bro and his fam? Hell, Mass let me live in your truck bro! that ****er has tv's and everything... I'll bring my ps2 too!

Keep kick ass T!!!!

SID

hey Sid,
Bro the night I bought the Escalade I went home to show the wife and she was so pissed she made me sleep in it....no joke bro.....she put the chains on the door and everything....she said it wasnt justifieable at the time blah blah blah.........I thought it was funny as hell........I just went cruising the whole night trying to pick up chicks... ....the next morning she was like did you learn your lesson.....I was like hell no.....shes lucky my penis didnt fit in the cigarette lighter or I may of never went home again....

[BIG TEXAN]

Mass... man you have issues bro.


Ok, another 100mg prop and fina in my right delt. I had back last night... strength is skyrocketing now. Won't be long beofre I pass up what I was doing 12 weeks ago. Weight is holding at 232 as of this morning. I'm talking to someone right now about my diet. If my new found trainer sets me up soon... ya'll are gonna see some sick ass changes in me. She's gonna put me on a diet (bulking than cutting) and give me a new workout to follow. This woman knows her ****!!! Placed second at a major show last year in Canada and is on the verge of getting her pro card. I'm f'ing psyched to be getting her help. Well here goes nothing.

[mass junkie]

Mass... man you have issues bro.

You just now realizing that?........**** you texans really are slow....

[BIG TEXAN]

You just now realizing that?........**** you texans really are slow....

Yeah, yeah! You're just pissed because my 2 year old is almost taller than you stumpy.

[ripsid]

hey Sid,
Bro the night I bought the Escalade I went home to show the wife and she was so pissed she made me sleep in it....no joke bro.....she put the chains on the door and everything....she said it wasnt justifieable at the time blah blah blah.........I thought it was funny as hell........I just went cruising the whole night trying to pick up chicks... ....the next morning she was like did you learn your lesson.....I was like hell no.....shes lucky my penis didnt fit in the cigarette lighter or I may of never went home again....

MASSHOLE! YOU mfer! I let out a F*King Cackle like you wouldn't believe when I read that!!!!!!!!! My co-workers were liek you all right? WTF! That was so F*N Funny! GD! LMFAO!!!!
I know how you feel bro, when I bought my Harley, I had said hey babe I want to get it she's like go ahead get it... well I come home with and she was so PISSED! WTF! We didn't talk for like a week! It was almost as bad as when she found out about my AS use!!!! I can now look back and laugh, but both times I remember sitting there planning to be a single dad again! Thank god I have a great girl!

T, who's the trainer???? and how much??? I'm beginning to think I need one because I obviously can't do it myself! And I'm stoked to see you being Siked up to kick ass!!! That's great!
Now, stop bitching and get to the gym!

SID

[BIG TEXAN]

LMAO!! SID, check your pm's... as for now I'm keeping quiet on who it is.

[ripsid]

LMAO!! SID, check your pm's... as for now I'm keeping quiet on who it is.

Thanks Bradah! Got my eyes pealed!
SID

[mass junkie]

LMAO!! SID, check your pm's... as for now I'm keeping quiet on who it is.

wheres the Love.....dont I get any pms?......watch em pm me saying to **** off......


Glad you got a kick out of that sid.........wonder what shes gonna do when I bring home my new bike in february....

[mass junkie]

you guys are too much...I just got bombarded with pm's.....lmfao

[BIG TEXAN]

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[ripsid]

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mfer! I sent you another... there's the love!

SID

[BIG TEXAN]

Ok, guys.... most likely gonna quit keeping a journal on here for certain reasons. If ya'll have any questins please pm me, I don't want to discuss it over the boards. Thanks.

[BIG TEXAN]

ok boys and girls.... time to throw it all out the window. Well my new found proffesor has told me that I need to quit f'ing around and start growing... LOL So this is the new plan. Dropping the fina, keep running the prop and going to get my hands on some test e and deca and dbol.

It will look like this

1 gram of test a week
700mg deca a week
50mg dbol ED 4 weeks on 5-6 weeks off

all of this until 5 months from my show date. No cardio, eat high protein and quit counting cals. Said to just f'ing EAT!!! We'll worry about dieting down later. So for 6 days I'll keep protein ridiculiously high and eat pretty clean. 7th day I eat whatever my little heart desires for 24 hours. (I kind of like this diet ) Once we achieve the size I need we'll change up the drugs and get strict on the diet and implement cardio. So here goes... time to scrounge up the cash to get my gear. Keep reading guys I believe this is gonna get very interesting.

[TPAK]

Hello guys! As you can tell I am a newbie. I have been reading the threads on here for some time trying to learn as much as I can. I just wanted to let you guys know that I have totaly enjoyed reading your thread. Not only is it informative but it also makes me laugh my a$$ off. Sid I read your thread and really enjoyed it as well. I was really looking forward to the end of your cycle Big Texan but it appears that you will not be posting your progress anymore. Sorry to hear that.
TPAK

[Juggernaut]

Simplification........I like it! Life's to complicated as it is, no need to make your hobby the same way. So I take it you'll still be posting on this thread?

[ripsid]

Simplification........I like it! Life's to complicated as it is, no need to make your hobby the same way. So I take it you'll still be posting on this thread?

Juggy, he's Addicted! He can't live without posting here! Plus who else is gonna break his balls and motivate him besides us???????

TPAK, thanks for enjoying my thread I hope there was something to learn from there besides that there is a Gang of Idiots that I consider Bro's! It was great fun, and wish I was still doing it! Well, when I get to #2 I hope it will be 200% better! and I hope that my bro's like Jug, T, Mud, and MinnieMass are still there kicking me in the Arse.

SID

[Juggernaut]

Hey speaking of Mud.....where the heck has he been? I haven't seen him much for a couple of days now.

[ripsid]

Hey speaking of Mud.....where the heck has he been? I haven't seen him much for a couple of days now.

I talk to him off and on, but haven't heard from him in a couple days.

He's lurking around I'm sure....just like all of us bro, he's A DICK-ted!

SID

[TPAK]

Sid
I sure did learn allot. Mainly to inform the wife of what I plan on doing..LOL. She is totaly against it so it might take some time to convince her. You do have a bunch of great guys on here keeping you motivated and that is a big plus. By the way Sid, I was wondering how much of your gains did you end up keeping? Sorry to high jack your thread Big T.

[ripsid]

Sid
I sure did learn allot. Mainly to inform the wife of what I plan on doing..LOL. She is totaly against it so it might take some time to convince her. You do have a bunch of great guys on here keeping you motivated and that is a big plus. By the way Sid, I was wondering how much of your gains did you end up keeping? Sorry to high jack your thread Big T.

T, I'm hijhacking dammit so deal with it!

TPAK, I finished right below 190, and I'm holding at about 182ish. I would have kept more but got sick and had a trip from hell to europe that was so stress ful I couldn't eat and was sick from stress.
My post cycle diet suffered from that and now I'm back on to eating like a horse again. Preping for #2 when ever that happens.

SID

[TPAK]

Sid,
what weight were you at when before you started the cycle? I read all of your thread so I know you had some really rough times through out your cycle. That is one of the main reason I enjoyed yours (as well as BigTexans) thread. Because it was realy life. Work and family play a major part in my life as well so I know where you all are coming from. Look forward to reading about you next cycle. When will you be starting?

[BIG TEXAN]

Why you sunsabitches!!!

I'll be posting.. maybe not ED but I'll keep updates coming. This lady is the shyte when it comes to dialing in for a show. She's the one that said to quit counting cals and beiing carefull. She believes, to get big, eat big... but not over do it completely. But when the 16 weeks or so come up before the show.... anal isn't the word fella's. I'm going to be one crancky SOB!!! Wish me luck and I'm totally stoked.

[TPAK]

Why you sunsabitches!!!

I'll be posting.. maybe not ED but I'll keep updates coming. This lady is the shyte when it comes to dialing in for a show. She's the one that said to quit counting cals and beiing carefull. She believes, to get big, eat big... but not over do it completely. But when the 16 weeks or so come up before the show.... anal isn't the word fella's. I'm going to be one crancky SOB!!! Wish me luck and I'm totally stoked.

A guy your size and cranky. Just happy you are in Texas Big T!

[BIG TEXAN]

Hahaha.. I'ma pretty easy going guy bro. Just when it comes close to show date and you're dieting down.. you can be pretty miserable at times.


Ok here's the game plan....


hit the gym 6 days a week now....
no cardio
keep protein 450g or better ED
eat whatever is put in front of me... I just need cals at this point
lift my ass off
cycle:
800mg test a week
750mg deca a week
anadrol 100mg ED 4 weeks on 4 weeks off

do this until June and than switch to cutting drugs and start hitting cardio and dieting. Stay posted boys... when I start all this pics will be up every couple of weeks.

[ripsid]

T you're already a cranky assed mfer! I mean hell I think you're going through male menopause at times!

Do it man! Make us proud!

TPAK,
I was at or about 170ish, maybe a little more. And as far as starting my next cycle is dependant on 1 major thing.... As per my wife: I am not allowed to start my next cycle till she's pregnant! That's a directive of COMNAVSID or to you Civilians The Commander of Naval SID! T, you get it...
Anyways, but when I do I plan on going with something like this, I know I have T's and Mud's nod on this:
Test En 1-12 600mg's
Test Prop 100mg ed or eod 1-4 (kicker)
Eq 600mg 1-15
Primo 10-16 -@ about 500mg
Fina 75 to 100mg ed from 8-16
and Hell Maybe some winny.
could change but that's the Idea.

SID

[TPAK]

Hit it hard Big T. I am really looking forward to seeing how this works out for you.

[ripped4fsu]

Whew!! that has GOT to be the loooongest thread I have ever read. But considering most of my favorite AR bros were involved it was worth it!

[BIG TEXAN]

Whew!! that has GOT to be the loooongest thread I have ever read. But considering most of my favorite AR bros were involved it was worth it!

So..... what now, wanna a cookie????

[TPAK]

sounds like you better get busy in the bedroom then Sid. You don't want to hold off you next cycle any longer than you have to. LOL. Well from what I have read from Big T and Mud I know I would trust them. I am looking at a straight Test En for my forst cycle. Low doses. Just want to play it safe the first time out. Still reading however and it could all change at any time.

[ripped4fsu]

So..... what now, wanna a cookie????

As a matter-0-fact Mr. Smartass, I'd love a cookie!

[BIG TEXAN]

Well junior... I just got done cooking a batch of chocolatekissmyass chip cookies for ya. Glad you finally chimed in on here though....

[ripped4fsu]

I just got done cooking a batch of chocolatekissmyass chip cookies for ya.

Oh goodie, my favorite!!

keep us posted on your progress bro... but try to keep it under 200 post this time! geez, you popular guys!!

[BIG TEXAN]

Hahahahaha... will do captain. Well I'm still gonna be hitting the prop, no more fina for now and am fixing to place an order fro my test, deca, and drol.

I had legs last night, gotten part of my workout done when I had to go meet with the wife and discuss what's what. We agreed on what we're doing with the kids, who gets what stuff and which vehicles etc, etc. I tell ya, even though she pisses me off and at times I hate her guts.... it hurts to know that it really is over. After all she's been a big part of my life for over 6 years and is the mother of my children. Life moves on and so will I, I just pray that she'll be alright and have vowed to always be there for her if she ever needs anything. We're trying to remain friends... I think our relationship will be better this way. As of now money will be really tight, paying my bills and her rent and such until she can find a job. I have to do this, I have to know that she's alright and taken care of. Even though the marriage is gone I still love her and always will. Ok, enough of that.... I'm tired of being depressed about all this. Well today I'l finish up my leg routine and hit chest. I love it... last night a wolfed down a plate of spaghetti, 2 slices of pizza and a couple of hours later had a steak. I love to eat so this is gonna be heaven for me... no more counting macros, just keeping the protein high and just EAT!!!! Ok, ok... enough for now, stay posted folks.

[ripsid]

Hey bro..you need a hug?

Hey man what you're doing is very honorable, and trust me keeping a good relationship, no matter how hard it can get, AND IT WILL, is the most important thing for the kids. Me and my ex talk and even though my wife hates it, she has to understand it's best for my kids. You're doing a good thing brother! and I commend you for it.

Just be ready, because I know my ex would start something with me and I'd be tell her look I don't have to listen to your **** anymore so take it else where! My ex was real "biatch!". Hell, after she found out I was dating she was like so this is what you really want, and I was like you're the one that flew off to ****ing Seattle to go **** some dude! Not me! The balls on this woman.. ah.. ****! Anyways, it will hurt because you love the woman, but just keep your head up and know you got people watching your back. And if you didn't loose my ****ing # again you know I'm there! ****, like my son you are!

Keep it up bro!

SID

[BIG TEXAN]

Thanks daddy. Hahahaha! I'm doing ok... I have a knack for hiding the pain. I still have your number bro, no worries about that. No matter how much I want to sit here and mope all day and don't feel like doing sh**, life won't let me. I know what I have to do, but I'm struggling with what I want to do. I grew up without a father, my old man walked out on my mom when she was just 6 months pregnant and I vowed that whomever I married I would make it work and stick with it. Now I have to break that promise I made myself all those years ago. I know she'll be there for those kids when they need her. I have to be a single father taking care of 2 kids myself now. I've always had a problem with being alone.... I guess now it's time for me to deal with that issue huh? It's really not me at all that I'm worried about, it's her. She's the type of person that needs someone there to take care of her, emotionaly and physically. With her not being by my side I have no ability to make sure she's ok. We will be friends and I know that I will always check up on her make sure she's taken her meds, eatin, and what not. I know with time, the pain will slowly fade, it's the time in between gonna be hell. It's is a comfort to know that I have my family here at AR toturn to when things get rough.

[TPAK]

Big T:
Man it must be hard for you right now. I sure understand all the feelings you must be having right now. I have been married for almost 11 years and have 2 kids of my own. The wife and I went through some really troubling times about 3 years ago and I though it was over. Worring about the kids and her and what the hell I was going to do became to much to deal with. Things finaly worked out. I had a few friends that I was about to chat with about it and it helped allot. So I am sure everyone here agrees with me when I say we are here for ya. Hang in the Big T!

[TheMudMan]

Hey bro like you said with time the pain will go away.......... You guys did the right thing by splitting up...... You can't live like that feeling like you hate someone you love....... I hope in time you meet someone that will treat you the way you should be. It took me a long time to find someone that I truely love but it was worth every minute.

Good luck bro!

NOW KEEP KICKING A S S IN THE GYM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[ripsid]

Hey bro like you said with time the pain will go away.......... You guys did the right thing by splitting up...... You can't live like that feeling like you hate someone you love....... I hope in time you meet someone that will treat you the way you should be. It took me a long time to find someone that I truely love but it was worth every minute.

Good luck bro!

NOW KEEP KICKING A S S IN THE GYM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!! MY BOY MUD IS IN LOVE!!!!!!! All we need now is Barry White playing in the background!

Good luck bro! and are you tormenting her yet?????? Throw her off!

SID

[BIG TEXAN]

Of course Mud, the gym is my lifeline right now besides the kids. Hell I got a show in November to get ready for. As for meeting someone... gonna be awhile before I even think about dating. Right now I'm focusing on is myself and my kids. Of course I say this and actually have someone I'm starting to get involved with..... just friends right now, but who knows with time. I met her awhile back and things just clicked from the start. First woman I've ever met, where we share all the same interest and likes and dislikes. F'ing crazy if ya ask me. But that's a different story that I'm not willing to get into right now. Man this keeping protein high and just eat diet is f'ing awesome. Let's see what all I ate today so far

12 egg whites/ 2 yolks
1 cup of oats
1 slice of pizza

3 breakfast tacos
1 chicken breast
2 cups coffee

1 can tuna

and it ain't even lunch time yet!!!! I feel f'ing bloated right now like ya'll wouldn't believe. Hahahahaha

Mudd, thanks though bro, I appreciate the kind words.

[BIG TEXAN]

Hey Mud, if ya want I'll drive up there this weekend and help ya kick his azz. I'll just hold him down for ya.