My last cycle ended around this time last year, and due to the side effects I decided to hault my AS use for the time being.

I ran my first tren cycle.

Tren for 8 weeks @ 75mg/day
Test E for 10 weeks @ 750mg/w
Test Prop for first 2 weeks @ 200mg/w
Winny for last 3 weeks

During the middle of this cycle I began getting what looked like Gyno for the first time in my AS use ever. I had a discharge when believe it or not, my girl sucked on or bit my nipples. As well as some irritation. I began my nolva around week 4 and continued cycle. The gyno didn't get better, but also did not get worse. I also ended up with NO libido and a dead dick around week 3 or 4. Which I had never had prior to this cycle.

I had expected after my PCT (Clomid, HCG), that I would recover fully just as I had during previous cycles. However, it took almost 4 months for my gyno to subside, and I'm still dealing with my dead dick problem today. I take cialis like candy. On top of all of this, I could not retain my weight at all... Over the course of the last year I've lost 30 lbs, even with a mass building diet and a strict weightlifting routine. I've also had to deal with being run down. Caffeine and Ephedra are my fix just to make it through the day. I assume depression just goes along with all of it.

I still have yet to do bloodwork due to being deployed to Iraq yet once again. I will be getting out of the service in the spring of '07 and plan to see a civilian doctor for a full work up.

What can I do before that? I'm sure that I will not be using AS again if I cannot fix this cycle. Or possibly quite the opposite, end up on HRT for life!

Please advise,

semper fi