im really hoping someone can take the time to hear my story. i'll try to make it as short as possible...ive taken a few cycles in the past(deca and sust.) but didnt know that i needed to take clomid or whatever afterwards and now i no longer feel like a man(shrunken testicles, extremely loew test levels, no sex drive..energy..***ressed..etc..) started about 3-4 years ago, endo gave me test patches, dont know why he didnt suggest clomid or something to correct problem. anyway, i have 2 kits of hgh(7-6mg vials...getting more) but dont think i should do em until i at least try to correct problem first...i just bought 20-20mg nolvadex and 2 1500iu amps of hcg(ordered more but order was screwed up). ive been tearing this forum apart trying to figure out the best way to get my test flowing again but so much info and too many questions....confused. can anyone PLEASE advise me....how much more nolva, hcg?? dosing??? any ideas???? im so lost