I am 40 yo Male 192lbs, 6'1"
dont know my body fat% but it is low

I used to dabble with winstrol, anavar, primobolan etc. just to give myself a little boost when I plateaued (from age 25-35).

I recently did a test prop cycle (150 eod) and never felt better (made gains, felt like a superman and impressed my wife in bed like never before) used tamoxifen during the cycle (10 weeks) and tamoxifen/clomid regiment PCT. Post cycle was miserable for about 4 weeks but well worth the gains I made.

I was looking for information on using test as a continuing lifestyle (for many many years) but I dont want to cause any permanent damage to my own natural test production.

I was hoping someone had a longterm on/off regiment for test use that I could use for years at a time. I dont mind feeling like superman 10 weeks/ and lois lane 10 weeks. But i dont want to do any permanent damage to my own hormone production.

This is my first post on this forum so be gentle.