Glad to hear about your succesful recovery. The thing is no one that I have seen has ever posted that if you use steroids at 18-20 years old you will definately damage your HPTA. However the chance of that happening while your HPTA is still under construction is much greater than it is for someone whose HPTA is fully developed. Also with each subsequent cycle the chance of damage increases.

Really while I understand you post its somewhat like going on to a MADD (Mothers against drunk driving) website and reporting that you drank a dozen beers and drove home and did not cause an accident and kill or cripple anyones children...while that may have been the case it certainly is no indication that your actions were rational.