First of after 3 weeks on the gel long term severe depression is gone, I'm starting to experience actual lust for the 1st time in 11 years, makes me nearly cry when I think of everything Iv been missing out on, at 29 I feel more back to my old self then ever before depression kicked in.

Now I'm feeling better I need to know will my testes shut down natural testosterone, any info on hcg?

I asked this supposed specialist I'm seeing heres what he said "On your earlier point there about your testacies “going to shut down” I am not sure where you got this from
but again, it does not happen with modern TRT."

Starting to think this guy is a quack as even the endo I saw previously told me they would shut down.