Ok ,...so I need some help with appetite suppression. Any ideas? Advice?
Heres my deal...I was always fat my whole life...and lazy, and didn't know what I was actually eating all those years ... and at my worst I was 350, bench pressing 100lbs max - 4 times if i was lucky. lol. Then at 31 years old I woke up one day and decided to change. I lost 80 lbs totally natural...by dieting, and starting to work out for the first time ever...and I basically changed my life. Then about a year ago I started taking ANavar and GH, and I lost another 30 lbs over a few months...so i was now 110 less, but muchhh stronger...and still chubby at 240 lbs but way better shape then before - so then I decided to do a crazy month of cardio and i lost another 10 - (down to 230) but I was weaker again... (bench pressing like 200lbs) so I decided to take another cycle of VAR and started taking my first cycle of test e. Now a days I put 325 no problem and for a while my diet was perfect - like it had been for the last 3 years...but this last 2 weeks, week 6&7, I have been eating like a moose. I put on 7 pounds. ANd the problem is its not clean weight -- I'm eating shit i haven't wanted to eat in forever ...and I'm aggravated that I can't control it. Seriously,...i really can't say no its ridiculous... and to make shit worse - I smoke pot to deal with an ulcer that started when I was 26. SO the TEST E and the VAR And the weed now and then, I dunno if its that or just the Test but I can't stop eating! Any advice? Any thing I can take? Eat? or do? that will make me stop being so f'n hungry??
PS. I know Im going to gain weight, because I'm gaining muscle...my arms, legs, and back are solid,...and much bigger. My question is not how to stop eating completely. Lol..just how to control what it is...and the urges for bad food. make sense?
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