Starting the new year, I had my plan set on starting my first cycle that included pinning...test e / mdrol stack. For site approval purposes, I'm 30, 5'10'' 185 and taken many pill cycles (andro, mdrol, hdrol).
New year's Eve I lost my sister who was very close to me and obviously due to the circumstances, I've been a little depressed to say the least. I'm at peace knowing she's in a better place and since her death have been blessed seeing how many lives she touched. However, because she was violently murdered by some random psycho, I do have some built up anger. I haven't lost control of my temper and never did before on cycle but just want any opinions whether it's still ok to cycle or not. Financially, I know I shouldn't because so much has gone towards our situation but mentally, I want that extra gratification and accomplishment of hitting the next level physically so bad. And although silly, I think it's a mental drive to feel physically stronger to stop any body else like this crazed animal if ever a situation to do such.
Thanks in advance, God Bless
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