Running test, deca, tren. The past few days I have been very depressed after my warm up yesterday I left the gym almost in tears, today i was crying in bed before i forced myself to get to the gym where I couldn't focus and just half assed my workout. I have some pretty far out goals and just don't see myself ever meeting them and have literally lost all my push and motivation and need help ASAP because this is all I've got and what I used to love to do. Got some dbol on the way hopefully getting it today so know that's what GH is going to recommend. Any other advice on getting my motivation back is greatly appreciated.