I had a dream a while back where I was out at night in the winter time in a parking lot in a car (that was mine in my dream but not in real life) and was having some drinks before we went into the bar. I was sitting there with the door open and listening to music and chatting with me buds etc etc.
Then the beer kicked in and I had to go have a piss and headed over to this alley. This dream is still so vivid in my head I can't even begin to emphasize, either way, I remember the sound of the snow crunching under my feet and looking at little streams in between the melting snow as I am walkin over to this alley type thing.
So, I am making my way over and get into a L shaped alley, all lined with cobblestone type rocks on the ground. I am at the lower corner of the L. (if you look at it L it the bottom right)
So I unzip and wip out my wango and start my business. While I'm standing I remember checkin out the wall and its all wet etc (totally vivid dream man) so while i'm there I can hear people walking up to me, and I finish up. I then turn around to find 2 guys standing at either end of the alley blocking me in. One of these guys was a guy I that I had punched out a few weeks earlier, and the guy goes "eh man, remember me? and I put my hand on the wall behind me to give a shove start off the wall to knock his ass down and get out in the open and through him etc and go "ummm NOPE" and started the plow, which didn't turn out as planned. They both grabbed ahold of me and while I was wrestling with them both the other dude shot me in the side by me liver and everything went in slow motion from then on .... then the dude I punched out shot me twice in the back side of my head. I can still remember exactly where it is. They disappeared and like I said it was all in slow mo, so I was facing the top of the L shaped alley right at the corner and started to fall forward. I then saw my body fall forward and could see my back, as it was falling like I stepped outta my body (nice traps btw). During the fall there was this like twist of fire that sorta shot out at me and twisted up towards me and disappeared (not a big deal but I thought I would mention) I then plopped on the ground which was all wet and fully cold and layed there and felt all this hot blood pumping out of my head and side on the cold ground as my face and body was getting all soaked and wet from the cold ground .. it was FUKKED. I was like OMG I don't wanna die, OMG I've been shot etc etc in my head for a few seconds. I then accepted the fact that I am dying and just said ohh well, cant move cant do nothin, and it was like a walk down some steps in a way that every step made everything go abit darker,(there was no steps I'm just saying it happened in stages) As it slowly faded to black and was fully black for I'd say about 3 or 4 seconds... there was absolutely NOTHING ... no dead no alive no thoughts no soul .. nothing!! but a realization of nothingness ... it was really weird ... and then at the same degree that it faded to black it faded to "light" where I woke up in the same position that I had died in laying in bed ... I was like HOLY FACK !! and my WHOLE BODY was completely asleep, my arms legs, face, hands, PECKER, NUTS EVERYTHIN was asleep and tingling....(I hate that shat) and I woke up and was like... OMG .. that was FKED I DIED. I was totally weirded out for days about it. I mean I thought that if you die in your dream you die in real life...
I think I really did die and my heart stopped causing my whole body to fall asleep like it did, my nuts dudes were asleep .. my wang.. like it was CRAZY ... and something or whatever brought me back to life.
It was plainly and simply the oddest thing that I can say I have ever experienced.
If you die in your dream, you don't die in real life ... at least I didn't.
this is the first night of insomnia for me tooo since the fina... so I dont mind bein up considerin that shat.
any hooo goin to bed !!
heehhe YAHP
later mangs.
