Trained for 13 months...............then you juiced.....I trained hard for almost five years b4 i even considered juicing, You are only 1 year younger than myself and could have easily put on 10 lbs. and gained strength naturally.......you are just shorting yourself in the long run........hope it works out for you.....and by the way alot of ppl (even in the U.S.) grow up in bad neighborhoods and make it without juice,tough is not how big you are, but rather how you carry yourself, I whooped alot of guys that were twice my size, well b4 i juiced.......bottom line steroids don't make you tough!