I do believe that my bad traits are enhanced on the sauce. I've always been a hot head and when I'm on I tend to lose my temper prematurely. I have lost friends for months and hurt people mentally and physically. I DO NOT blame gear 100%, a lot of my demons come out on there own, but when I'm geared I tend to let them out more quickly. I'm so vein sometimes and maybe its just a self defense mechanism I developed. Sometimes trying to be the best I can be brings out the worst in me. I guess its double jeopardy.