Glock you are going to fukk yourself up... I don't even really care for you but seemingly you want to stay away from test so I will lay out two cylces for you one could get expensive but you have a-bombs(drol... anandrol... oxymetholone)

1-4 drol bump it to 100mg ed
1-10 primobolan depo 700mg week (split at least twice per week, you could just do 100mg every day)
5-10 winny injected 100mg ed (I know you cried about pain so mix with daily primo)
Pct would be rather light... Clomid - you should know the rest

OR

1-4 drol 100mg ed
1-10 deca at 400mg week
1-12 test cyp or enanthate 500mg week
I know you like winny deca would help with joints so...
10-14 winny 100mg ed
start pct after last winny shot or drink. Also look into AI and SERM... letro .5 per day or arimidex .5 eod along with nolva 10mg per day. Clomid for pct. Keep reading >>>

Please stop taking steroids until you train longer and get your diet and training down. 10 weeks of lifting is not enough. Wait 3 months of solid training, you will see gains as you polish your diet, take a 2 weeks off and start the program again this time with roids. Both of the cycles I layed out should be optimal for you and you will have time to get all your gear together before jumping in blindly. Do not PM me and if you do not like this advice STFU and we will continue to tolerate eachother.