We all have to start somewhere sweetie, and just remember that you have a wealth of knowledge at your finger tips, You just have to decide which information to put to use, and rework it to suite your needs.

As for me, I find that the more I learn the less I know....which is rather intimidating at times......and is the main reason I preffer to remain a student, rather than a teacher, however if there is anything I could help you better understand....just ask.

It sometimes isn't enough just to learn something by reading about it you have to test it and adjust it, and put it to use...but as I have learned the hard way.........you have to learn by your mistakes, and everytime you do so you'll learn more through trial and error than by just reading about someone elses mistakes.

Best of luck to you with whatever changes YOU decide you need to make, be they inward or outward.