Crap, I live in China where just about everything is legal, so I don't really need to hide the fact that I use. In fact I'm kind of proud of what I do because I know I wouldn't have made good gains off the juice without also busting my arse in the gym and eating right.

But I'm still quiet about it. The wife doesn't know because she would divorce me in a second, but she's just looking for an excuse to leave me. I told my out-of-shape, best friend, but that only gave him an excuse to be more jealous of me. He gives me crap about how they're not safe and now blabs about my using to his friends whenever we go out. I need to have a talk with him to keep his **** mouth shut. I don't need strangers knowing my business.

The one person close to me that knows everything is my girlfriend and she's great. She translates the Chinese packaging on stuff for me, gets me pins from an inside source at the hospital, and she even carried pins through security for me during a trip! I don't hold anything back from her because I know she supports me... She just hates to watch me do my injections.