Hey guys, basically im just looking for some reassurance here... every cycle I do I make sure not to eat a ton of bulking calories until the long esters have fully kicked in... ie. 4 weeks for this cycle of a LOT of test enth(1.5grams) and moderate Tren Enanthate(500mg).
This cycle, I have only been eating maybe 2700 calories a day at a weight of 170 starting until the 4 weeks, but like I know every pound i'm gaining (and its been 18 (up to 188) in the first 3.5 weeks now has been ugly, "fatlooking" water! How do you guys deal with it! Knowing you're taking the gear and everything, but actually gradually looking more and more horrible as they are kicking in!! I'm even taking 1.25 mg of Femera ED, and still I am just rapidly gaining what I would call ugly weight. I'm terrified to start eating around even 3500 calories cause I think I look fat enough as it is! Do you guys think the water "gaining" phase will stop once the drugs are kicked in fully at 4 weeks? I can't take any more "fat/water" gains! thanks a bunch, I was really looking forward to this cycle to see what a high dose of test can do, but I look so damn fat right now, but I'm eating so clean I should look better that I just want to quit it!