Originally Posted by
Anna Bollick
Girlfriend, there is no "transformation". I think pretty much as a woman, except maybe when I am doing a lot of tren. I keep my estrogen high enouhg to ensure that. Right now, I am not really working... just house-sitting out here in Westwego, over on the West Bank, wishing I was in The City right now. So, my daily grind at present is a simple one.
Wake up.
Shower and shoot my gear, including my estradiol valerate if it is a shot day for that.
Eat breakfast
Train
Do my hair and put on my face
Eat
Go out and do some yard/garden work, chat with the neighbors
Eat
Go for a walk or a bike ride, or down to the river to catch a nice catfish
Eat
Watch a bit of TV, do my nails if they need a bit of work.
Eat
Go online and check my boards and email
watch a movie on the puter
Eat
Wash my face and moisturize
A very conventional routine. Normally, when I am at home, things are sort of backwards. I tend to sleep most of the day, wake up, shoot and train, get pretty, and go out and make some money. Not much time then for online stuff. When I can be a whore, I am a whore. When I can't be a whore, I am a post whore.
By the way, the correct gender of pronoun to use for any gender rebel including crossdressers, transvestites, transgenders, transsexuals, etc is that gender that most closely agrees with the clothing and presentation that they are currently in. In other words, it doesn't matter if someone is actually transsexual or not. If a person presents as a woman, wearing feminine attire, hair, and makeup, you should refer to her as "she" or "her", not "he/she", which is very insulting. If they present as a man, then you would use male pronouns. I don't even own any male clothing, by the way. I am full time, and surgery tracked. I don't know when, if ever, that I will actually go through with it. Sometimes I look down there and find the sight of my genitals bizzarre, or ugly, and totally out of place. Sometimes I just make the best of a bad situation. Of course, 90% of my clients are more interested in my male parts than anything else, and so cutting me down there would also be cutting my income.
Personality wise, there is no daily "transformation". I think of myself as a woman, whether naked or dressed, with my face on or off, with my hair done up or just tied back out of the way.
Why juice? Some find it bizzarre, but what about women of the opposite sex who juice? If that is okay, then me doing it is also okay. I was never into this trip that a lot of queens are into, of overcompensating, trying to be more female than a genetic female. Yes, sometimes it is fun to go into "OOOOH, GIRL!" mode, if you know what I mean, but it is just a social thing, a bit of social chameleonship if you will, blending in with the queens who are actually more "gay boy in a dress" than "woman trapped in a man's body". I still have some masculine pursuits. I like to hunt and fish. I like tinkering with Nellie, my 63 Nova. She has a 350 and runs like a cheap pair of panty hose in a briar patch, but she is tempermental and requires a lot of wrenching. Those were things ingrained into me during all the years that I lived as a man, and I won't deny myself those pleasures or pretend that they never had any meaning for me. I lifted and juiced before I began transition, and I could think of no reason to stop, except that it isn't a very girly thing to do. I am confident and self assured and secure in my identity, and I feel no reason to prove how much of a woman I am. So I do a lot of gear. A LOT. I like having muscles. Most of my tricks and lovers like me having muscles. It doesn't disqualify me from womanhood. If I ever have my outer turned into an inner, I will still take steroids, and not girly primo/var type cycles, either.
I don't know what else you might be interested in, that I am willing to talk about. A lot of things I just don't care to discuss. BTW measured correctly, along the top side, my male member is a bit over 7" and is 6 and 3/2" in girth. I know you were all curious. My balls are rather small, though, as is to be expected.
Anna Bollick
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