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Originally posted by Ajax

Only messing with you andro. Glad to hear you are finally "normal!" )Did I just say Andro was normal? Hard to belive after reading some of your manic posts in the last few days!
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Thanks Ajax, I took a week off from training. Needed to do this for awhile. It sure helped too. I went back and read some of my post. I dont think I was a lunatic but I was feeling pretty low. I have just had a lot of things hit me that was out of my control. Stuff that life just brings to someone without them asking for it. I am proud the way I have dealt with it however. Especially my friends suicide. One gets up in the morning and everything is fine and then wham it hits you out of the blue. I dealt with this when my mother died three years ago of cancer too. The older one gets the more we see death and how important friendship and simple things like just being able to go to the gym and work out means to one.

Mothers day was not any fun for me either.

I think one reason why I work out so hard is as long as I have the strength to work out I want to make my body strong in honor of my mother due to her cancer. I know sort of stupid......

later....