I just want to thank everyone for their comments, with any luck I will get through this just fine and get back to my normal life...and the way I did things. I am really trying, and this is really hard...like I said...it's not me.

Tranzit, it's ok man, you can flame me...that's fine. I can see what you are saying, but you have to understand, this all happened within like a week or two, so once I really started to notice, I did the proper thing and began to stop taking steroids and now I'm headed into PCT. I have a very strong feeling that the gear has a lot to do with what is going on. And you know what, if it doesn't, that's fine....I won't do it again no matter what.

Just remember, this shit can effect people very differently....and for me...it was a negative experience.

Thanks again everyone, I really helps to have so many great people pulling for me...I will update with what the doctor says tomorrow...