being critical is very welcome and in no way guys do i think i know it all but it sucks when you through accusations at me and what im gonna just sit there and suck it up sorry, i do want to stay on this board and i need advise and i also love to give advice i know as i said my cycle i a big one maybe too big but let me tell ya i have a goal and if its overkill i will know at end of cycle and adjust on next, i do appreciate those who try to help but go about it the right way, dont bash its not productive. thnx all!