Cyn hit the nail on the head. YOU'VE got the rest of your life.

Dbol traditionally doesn't hold gains very well, after you stop using them.

I think 50mgs a day is way too damn much for your first few cycles any how.

I would do a deca only or a test. only cycle and enjoy the 20 lb gain.

You need to decide your personal philosophy on this. Is it to get as big as possible in the shortest amount of time? Is it to add 20 lbs here and there and let your body learn how to support it while your off the Gear? Do you want to juice more than once or twice(Im sure most here said it was just this one time or only til I hit 200lbs, etc, heh)?

Deca or a test(most like sustanon or omnadren).

Im a fan of tapering deca, but you can run 300mgs per wk for 8-12 wks.

Sust you can do 250-500mgs per wk for 8-12 wks.

I would chill on the dbol based on your tone of post. Sounds like your health is a priority, and trust me, you won't need them to get where you want to be on this cycle. Its your call though. Live and learn. However, before you do a damn thing.....get your Arse into a doctor and get a complete physical. Get your test levels checked and your liver enzymes checked in the process. That way if something does go wrong...you have a baseline to go from. And your controlling the variables here.

Dbol will increase anabolism and on most that means some bloat or water gain. Its also an alk-17 based AS which means it can wreak havoc on your liver since it has to pass through your liver. The alk17 is used to keep the liver from breaking it down, and of course your liver doesn't say to itself, "Self...we've got some dbol here...let that sumbetch pass through so we can build a bigger body" it says, "this damn pill won't break down...we suc bootay..lets work harder to break this hoe down." So you can damage your liver. Be sure to take sillymarin(milk thistle) it will help detox your liver.

really though....deca or a test at this point and do your clean up afterwards (clomid).

BigC