ok, i don't know if it's just me. if it's just the jitters of getting married this sunday are getting to me, or what. my fiance called me from work a little while ago, and she was talking to me from the women's locker room. i heard all her friends talking in the backround they were being real loud. i hear one of her friends that i know quite well ask her if "she has a boyfriend". so, i get real quiet stop talking, and turn the volume up on the phone. then my fiance says "no" to her in a real quiet voice, and her friend then says "that's not what i've been hearing around here from everyone". first off her friend knows us for a long time, and that we're getting married this weekend. so, why would she even ask in the first place if she has a boyfriend? then my fiance gets all quiet, and wont talk to me at all, and is in a rush to get off the phone now. she tells me not to get mad that she will explain everything to me when she gets home. WTF is this. this really fucking sucks i'm so fucking pissed off. does this sound like anything, or could it just be me being paranoid, or something..
i mean fuck i can't take a walk down the isle if i'm not sure. i mean i'm 100% sure i love her, and she's the one i want to be with. this is just so F@cked up, and it couldn't of happened at a better time right. Shit, i feel like i'm f@cking perry mason now, and examining everything over.
please give me any input you might have on this i'm freaking out here