Well guys, i am a total idiot.
So, i first put alcohol on my right quad and open amp, from here it goes all wrong. I had only 23G and 25G, so i started drawing with 23G and it wont draw, then i Pull it off and tried to draw without needle and i drawed maybe 0.5CC. I said ill inject this until i buy 18G needles but as soon as i put needle into me my stomach started to hurt and then i pulled the needle out. Some blood got out and i feelt sick for a minute. Oh yes my hands were shaking all the time. Any advices for the next time (****, i lost 1/20 of my gear)