well cows eat a lot of grass and not much protein..eating healthy isnt the same as eating to bulk..try consuming about 4K calories a day and 300+ grams of protein a day..I guarantee you that you will grow in no time without steroids..youve done 2 cycles and only gotten to there? Yeah your diet needs major work
read this
http://forums.steroid.com/showthread.php?t=113010